My own Fantasy

so long...

2009-07-14T23:15:00.002+08:00

wow so long nver blog sial.... lol. todae went to work n damnit its hard to earn money.... i ran like 15+ blocks of hdb to promote my item. Its hard, demoralising and sad lar.... wth.... however i be looking forward to the future!!! i believe myself tat i can do it. Be confident and u win 1/2 the battle. Doing the whole dae of running todae, wow machiam route march 24km can. niama.... Super hard lar but somehow its a experience u will never get. Its a kickstart.. i believe i will do it. Ok and basically this past few daes i emoing over some shit and tinking for so long i tink i m stupid to be emo over this type of things. I emo my BEST FREN RYL RYL. HAHAHA. ok its stupid lar. but i sorted it out. somehow i still cant forgive myself for emoing him after how much he help-ed mi.
I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO SAY I AM SRY although hes ok wif it lol.
Ok so long nver blog i oso duno wad to blog alr. machiam gal gal = =
Ciaosuuu

Primary Sch Gathering

2007-05-01T02:57:00.000+08:00

Arrr been a long time since i blog lols. Hmm IGC is my last compy with zenith. yeap. GL to zenith in the future.

Now for the dae hehe. went out to primary sch outing. Well abit weird cos wth still contact primary sch frens yea? but den haha it happen on a sudden sms. I arrived at Bugis. LoL surprisingly, Jing Ren was sitting beside mi in the mrt and yet he cant recognise mi. haha but its ok. lols den Comes along Wan Sheng, Magdeline, Wee Soon, Wei zhou, Yao Xing, Kok Hing, Jing Ren and Esther. Went for stimboat nxt. AT there starting was a bit gao wei and weird cos afterall we didnt meet for like 6 years? and tis is the first. But the it turn out ok. And after tat we went to a small pub i tink to haf a drink and tok. haha. This 6 years i cant imagine tat so many tings happen to them. Especially Wan Sheng and Jing Ren. Alot of stuffs happen to them. But then i still look up on them for being able to do so much stuffs. But toking alot about live and last time. I kinda cherish tis small bonds we had since when we are primary kids. haha. And i really cherish them. I learn to cherish fren ever more den now i haf!

Fridae KTV outing! looking forward to it doh. hehe. Meanwhile take care guys ^^. its late............................................................................... And 5 weeks left to NS hohoh. Where bois become MANS! hahahahahah NItey

Hehs

2007-03-22T22:55:00.000+08:00

Wow been a long time since i blog. lol. hmm jus won funan intersch 3rd placing. and yap finally graduated. Now wads left is tat damn letter to come!*)#)%@ . MYM compy in progress top 16. Well tis compy no longer jus emphasize on team by for asians. lol hope can win toh. I dun really noe wad i wan. I haf been longing and hiding but then tinking of the past. Its arrrrrrrrrrrghhhh pain. lol. lookiing for jobs plssssssssssss. Friends to strangers, Strangers to nth. heh. Thats life. Is dota really wad i wan? it sound so stupid. mehh Jus someone pls tell mi wad m i. Lose in the world of Emptiness and nothingness. woo hoo i m gone.

yawnz morning @@

2007-02-13T09:05:00.000+08:00

mehh its morning 9 am, woke up frm a buyer of the shuttle. sibei ma fan. feel like *) @**%@ him. lol but cant =/ 400 bucks TT. Aniway finally finish on my FYP. wooot i m happy =) presentation finish everyting. And i m very happy with my team mates and grateful wif em for all this 12 weeks of help. =D really enjoy the process wif them. but well the ending process > ALL! 2 more weeks to exam and then graduate. Alot of things have change recently. and u will never noe or rather expected it. My feelings are back. ~_~ but its nt like i wan it bahhhh. But thankfully not alot. =/ Ns shld be soon otw. Going out celebration with my grp mates later. lol well and looking for work soon. Miss the old daes we spend tgt. I wonder did i make the correct choice to really accept the fact and try to be wif her. But i really dunno bahh. Confusing here. BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Brother i really miss u. Take care. See ya in aust in 2 months time =D . Been training up recently hoping to get off some time from napfa =/ although is impossible but den i got fitter a bit k!! roar. I shall stop here. To be continue....... lol Take care all.

weee new phone. Sch starts zzzzz

2007-01-03T10:08:00.000+08:00

Weee my dad bought a new phone for mi ytd. weeeee somehow i scammed it =X . lololol. Hwever sch is startingzzzz. kinda sian-ed. Kinda missing something. Decision on our 5th member is still under progress. And yea we trial quite a few but onli 2 make it so far. mehhh imma go register my basic theory on thurs!!! mus pass!!! b4 i go in army =X lol. but it takes alot of time. as new year coming. my time for the outside world has shorten. Going botak soon. jus a moment and 1 year is gone. Miss the days where we starting to play dota get to know each other and soon become friends. lol. I LOVE MY NEW PHONE! woot! i learned to cherish even more on the ppl arnd mi. Thx for everything. 7 months will be gone soon. poof. Cya soon brother.

Happy new year?

2007-01-02T02:23:00.001+08:00

Tis year new year is nt happy! Mehhh Justin had left for Aust probably reach liao. 31 dec we went to suki after wining the rgn3 and den went to ps to play arcade. And justin den sae wanna watch dn2 again? we are like wtf == 3 times alr ._. lol . Spend the last dae tgt was fun and yet saddening noeing tat hes leaving the nxt dae. Ivan Cao Ant and tofu and mi went to ps lol. We had fun playing too. But somehow i noe that Justin is upset over some stuff which i believe is over now. Wanted to ton actually but he didnt wan to leave his stuff for his father to pack so he decided to went home. After that we went home. Nxt morning we went to the airport. Mi ice tammy ivan cao ant cass were there to send him off. I h8 goodbyes. at that moment i was happy for him as he can start afresh in aust. After that we took pictures with him. And soon its goodbye. we watched him check in till he left our sight. mi and ivan watch as he left into the transit area. We are all veri sad after seeing him leave. and will miss him alot. Seeing him lets mi discover alot of things. and i wan to cherish the ppl arnd mi. My brothers my families and my friends. Lastly, i would like to sae thx justin for being such a good friend as well as a brother. Ur oways there when i nid u. Brothers forever and cya in 7 months time. We will wati for ur return. Mi ivan and cao. will wait for u to come back. Meanwhile pls take care and kp in contact. mehhh although may sound gay or soemthing, but i will miss him alot, his company, his smile and the tings he talk. He may be young but i admired his courage and indeed a good zenith player. Zenith will oways welcome u back to join us back. Thx for all u haf done for us. Appreciated it and be back soon!!! brother <3 lol!

Happy new year?

2007-01-02T02:23:00.000+08:00

waaaaaaaaaaa sibei sian

2006-12-29T12:06:00.000+08:00

Alot of things happen recently. Stress out and confused with the stuffs i wanna do and wad i dun wanna do. Upon reaching home ytd my good fren Justin( Musica ) oso my good brother break the news hes migrating and on mondae. jus a veri fast one. I dunno why or maybe cos he is veri sian of sg alr. Somehow its quite sad to see a veri good fren arnd u leave. Hes nt more den a team mate to mi. Hes a good friend. But since he decided on migrating, i tink i cant really do much but wish him luck over there. He will be missed by all. Thx for being wif mi when i m dwn and being tolerant to mi when i m dwn and giving ap. Sry for letting u go tru all this bullshit and yet ur nt angry or anithing. I appreciated all the things he haf done and as well as a team member, hes a good member we haf lost. I seldom get to have alot of close fren. Hes one of em so upon hearing tis news, its quite sad for mi. PLS do take care yea. BROTHERS FOREVER!

saddening

2006-12-19T02:11:00.000+08:00

family arrr wadever. i m jus stressed out. My friends hmm? i have oways been treated nid mi den come dun nid mi den go. Jus when i tot a new batch of good friends are so call able to click, i guess i was wrong afterall. Maybe i m jus nice. Good listener, bad friend. maybe i m too sensitive, but i cant help it, afterall tis year. Its never a good feeling to be treated like tis. So wad can i do? fate i guess. Well when u nid mi den come to mi ba. Dun nid mi jus ignore mi. i guess i m ok wif it. wads the pt. i never had a veri good fren aniway. i guess i jus go zi bi ing myself =) and thx to all my frens who are by mi when i nid em tyvm =)

bahh

2006-12-12T07:36:00.000+08:00

ytd was hell!. sip report handed in, whew wad a relive. wth do they wan a sip report= = its totally nerd and *%@($ zzz . Had suki sushi at nite, wow so full, yc zai jy merv and crea went. I had fun there eating till veri fun - - somehow staying away frm game makes mi nt to tink so much about the past. With jokers like crea and shoury, its never ending laffter. I will never forget how jy eat the beanssssss and pissssssssss.. lol jy like sprayer rofl. after tat there goes laffter. And home i m, rushing thru my projects and played some 584c game = = lame and stuffs.but i got nth to sae. Sometimes i wish i wasnt soft-hearted and could really do things tat i wan to. i jus wanan forget. thats so hard. bahh i shall stop before i start the stupid emoing again = =
aniway

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN. WISH UR DREAMS COME THRU AND TAKE CARE BRO.

Bahh i shall go do my stuffs now.

regretss.s.ss.ss..........ss.sssssssss.........................................

wad a week

2006-12-10T11:33:00.000+08:00

Firstly i would like to thx all the peeps who came to my bbq, especially my bros who help mi out, Justin and Cao. hmm cao did all the bangala wif mi m Justin all the way, Wo shi zhui shuai de. ekk pang pi.! lol. i do enjoy myself and hope u guys enjoyed too. thx for the presents.

Gxl finals at zoukout, yeap we won again? or shld i sae we won luckily? we are getting owned started cos micro mass wards. in the end game loa and veno no items at all = =? wow? We got qop zeus chen destroyer and thd vs alchem veno loa viper wl. lol copy cat ehh?? but somehow i mus sae our engagement is the best lol. cos got gosu shen here weeeeeee. enuff sae. SEE $ DEN TOK WOOT =D

Lastly, i have srsly no fuking idea why do u haf to be so pessimistic. and oways vent ur anger and fruststration on the one who like u. Who care about u teh most and even try to be wif u oways to give in to u, But patience has limits gal, u may sae " i dun give a fuking damn care" but kp on wif that attitude, soon frens will be gone. And the one who like u the most to care about u will be gone too. Treat u like gold, u treat him like dust. The words u sae are hurting. Pls use ur fuking brains to tink about it. If tats wad u wan, go ahead. Respect is gained, nt deserved. U dun leave in regret if 1 dae all decide to leave u. U can be in ur own world leaving ur own life tat u dun fuking care about wad happen arnd u? go on. Jus a small matter u blow it up big. And how bout the innocents one. JUS USE UR FUKING BRAIN TO TINK SRSLY, HOW WOULD U FEEL UR IN HIS SHOE?!?!

Woot happy b dae to mi lolx

2006-12-06T08:40:00.000+08:00

well well well, been ages since i blog lol. jUs finish my attachment ,,, whewww. but major project is pwning mi. TT. kinda miss my colleagues over there. Last but nt least. Todae bbq at ecP! i spent $xxx on it = =" all cos of stupid musica faults. >.< den now i bankrupt. well the important ting is lets haf fun there. Will be celebrating tgt wif musica. So yea. DUN FORGET ITS HIS B DAE CELEBRATION TODAE TOO YEA!!!. gg to mi. i sense danger later. - -... my mum bought mi a bag. i like it veri much !!! jus wad i wanted. woot =x. my brother gimme 2 pairs of spects lol == foc of cos lol. aniway i gtg sch. ciao. cya guys later.

2006-11-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

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nice quote

2006-08-29T13:14:00.000+08:00

我用烟来迷惑自己；用酒来麻醉自己；用玩乐来暂时忘记；用歌唱来放松自己。但是，在迷惑中，却看到了你；在麻醉中，感觉到你；在想忘记，却又想起了你；在歌唱时，唱起了我那痛苦的心情。爱好难，放不下。笑好苦，哭更伤。看着那熟悉的背影逐渐离去，无奈的留下地一滴眼泪。想放开你，但却又舍不得你离去。爱一个人好难。

from hiro =o

paranoid zzzzz

2006-08-28T14:22:00.000+08:00

Exams are here. Somehow i manage to like do them maybe>? i dunno. haven been in a mood for tat. And somehow i kp tinking of her. Lack of confidence and being paranoid will bring mi no where. i m mus learn to be more confident. I m somehow feeling no mood for todae paper. I m doing badly todae. Shes like kp flashing in my mind. That feeling is weird. When i see her being so close to someone. I jus cant bear to feel wierd. I m nth to her. but i wanna try. I feel like giving up, and i dun wana give up. = = zzzzzzzzzz i m being contradicting and dunno wad i doing. Is it the end. Saw her blog, seems to be aiming at someone = =? I dunno why i kinda like her alot = =. first gal since 6 years = =. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr helppppppp mi. i m suffering like helllllllllllllllllll allllll i wan is to SHOUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTt IT OUT. AND DECLARE MYSELF!!! TT but i find it hard cos i dunno =( . be Optismistc!!!!!i M GONNA BE!

exam soons

2006-08-23T05:47:00.000+08:00

arrrr so fast and its exam soon. a lot of stuffs happen recently that i dun tink its suitable to be said in the blog lolx =x . its stress and arrrrrrrrrrr wgt coming soon. As i was browsing thru friendster i found tis song veri nice. I want to be with you- Xu Jie Er. Its nice and i tink its kinda meaningful. Somehow i tot of the past when listening to this song woooooooooo. Dunno wad i m getting emo of but i nid to snap out of it and concentrate on my studies or rather exams now. i dun really noe wad will happen to mi if i fail tis. Aarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Its hard to be so clear- minded. and seriously i haf been taking alot of shit recently = =" . pls let it be my last and no more. I dunno when i can stop taking and suddenly boom. but i hope nth will happen . May lovers be lovers and couples be couples and friends be friends and gays be gays lolx

Sad Traumatized Sian Depressed Bored Aimless Confused =o

2006-08-16T01:51:00.000+08:00

hmmmm tis few weeks tink of alot of stuffs. i jus cant get them out of my mind. arrrrrrrr i m gonna burst off soon boooM!!!!. Minor depression now maybe @@ and totally confused of my life. Alot of ppl are concerned about mi, but thx for their concern eh. i will never forget them. i m fine ^^ relax dun wry about mi =D . I haf been wonder aimlessly for this few years. I dunno wad i haf been doing actually lol. wad i hope now is some peace quiet and forget about stuffs. which seems perfect for my so call another world =D . i m like forgeting alot of stuffs now. getting forgetful too. maybe this is wad psychological terms call dunno wad memory. i forget lol return to teacher le. rofl. xD . but my aim is to make ppl arnd mi happy. =) pls stay happy and healthy. Take care. And yea hope tat no big stuff will happen =D . lets hope wait and see =D .......... another worlddddddd here i comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee wooooooooooooooooooooo lolx =D

wcg?

2006-08-14T14:20:00.000+08:00

hmmm after few daes of wcg. we finally taste our first lost for 10 months. It wasnt a good feeling. make mi kinda sian. Although i expected loss in the nxt future tourny, but i didnt expect it to happen in wcg.. lol wad to sae. A loss makes us wake up from all complacency, which i tink is good? Somehow couldnt accept the fact. But luckily we lost to a singapore team mi2, consist of scotts shoury jiabao seduction dot-rk . they did pretty well i mus sae. So sry to disappoint our fans who had supported us all this months. But all i can sae is sry. WE WILL DO BETTER NXT TIME! . lol sound = =? . Trying hard to accept the fate that we lost. some of us were traumatised lol. But the more i tink of it the more i sian, dun haf the mood for dota animore and feel like quitting it. = =. Guess i will jus slowly accept it one dae. Would rather be nt in mood tis few daes cos of the loss. But will get over it sooner guess so? .. hehe

a bad day?

2006-08-08T03:05:00.000+08:00

hmm todae i come to realised that hw a person can change so drastically. or dunno lol. he can tok 1 thing and do the other thing at the same time. tats something tat i cant do definitely for sure. but then noeing the ans, i was somehow sad but yet i finally tink through it. and thought it over. its ok! Sunny daes come after the rain ^^ tis might be my rain now. i hope it will be sunny soon. and wad tammy sae todae to mi, i m so sad =(((((((( tammy no manners! TT h8 u !!! =x =(

good morning

2006-08-07T08:42:00.000+08:00

its 838 now. going to sch soon, my first time being so lost.although i sae tat i will change and forget. but somehow i feel really so lost. Confused. Been staring at the spacetinking of wad can i do. It needs time to heal. And i m really dunno wtf to do. I dun wish to sae out the problems. but i m really lost now. Can someone lighten my path?? i dun expect too much. but then why mus it has to happen to mi. everything eveerything and everything. it happen jus so fast tat i cant tink of anithing and wad to do. Do i nid time alone to tink??? but i m afraid tat the more i ting, the more it is wtf nvm sch has started. i tink i gtg for now. @@ i nided to isolate myself , i tink? i dunno. i jus feel so lost. k gtg for now. PLs take care everyone . ^^

wooooooooooo =D

2006-08-07T04:27:00.000+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOO i finally clear my doubts! and i m normal again!!! woooT! things went well for mi =D. sry for all the worries tammy =D . i m better now ROAR! . its time to move on forward. and wooot wcg and my exam is coming. time to like study x.X. i find it hard to really study in 2 weeks. cos i missed alot of stuffs and i been wasting my time all tis round. woooo but now i feel better. =D haf won capl recently and receive my eswc money but who noes. lol i jus gotten the money and i used half of it to pay debts = = . i m so wtflolbbqed? rofl . i nida change for the better and best! woot!. now i nid some one to confide in when i nid it =((( lol. might sound despo orrrrrrrrr . but then seeing all the couples arnd mi makes mi envy them or? i gave away my chance! now i HAF TO GRAB IT!!!! x_X aniways national day coming and its holidae = = gg or spend money again =( . and most of all imp is to really study real hard to pass. woooT. i promised i be a change person nxxt time u see mi=D . the used to be happy-go-lucky guy is WOOOOOO back or rather nt used to be lol. == . sort out thinkings and of cos getting better each time woooooooooooooooooooo. time to end here. tml sch and its 4 now = = go do my tutorial now! =D

i wish i m dead

2006-08-04T07:15:00.000+08:00

arrrr, tis few daes haf been bz wif stuffs. Meet cm to tell mi that my results blah blah blah...... nid 1 more year? i sae no. made promises to score at least a c for all subject ==. well if somehow i fail so, i tink i m gonna quit sch. i dunno wads wif mi lately. i m sad yet have to act. make a terrible mistake for the impossible. and dunno wtf haf a done. Jus emotionally and mentally breakdown. Maybe till now i m sober, i can sae y but i dun wan. soon maybe i might breakdown. The heart is painnnn the mind is unprotected and i dunno. arrrr . i feel lk screaming out loud, but i see no pt. nobody will understand how i feel and the grave mistake i make. i hope tis has never happen. and really kill mi if u can. Take care all budz and friendzz

gxl finals woooooooo 2.5k!!

2006-07-31T09:11:00.000+08:00

after a long 2 dae, we finally won the gxl compy wooooo. it was overall a normal game. we didnt have any stress at all lolx. But yea and our final opp are -dreamz- and well the match b4 they play us is vsing xqr. that i mus sae its the best game i ever seen. 10 secs and they won the extra 1k. wow i mus sae that was really a good game. For hw dun ask mi. lazy to sae. go checkl replays!.ani way jus woke up after slping for 4 hrs ==. veri tired. and i m nt feeling veri well. Whyyyyyyyyyy so many stuffs are happening =( sick is the morning is omgosh. And my throat is gg-ed painified ==. and damn i cant getr mc == jus go and chill abit ba maybe?? O yea and the inter-tertiary wcg. i was kinda surprised when i heard that my team lost. Maybe cos i wasnt there? i dunno. have to get the priorities rite. Have to give up something for another thing. OppORTUnity COST!.arrr cant tink now. may be back later = = .

Wad a dae

2006-07-28T00:31:00.000+08:00

Well u cant believe it. i woke up at 5 am todae. den play dota wif lei till 8 den i actually went to do my tutorial and its unbelievable. Haven been feeling tat well lately, haf oways eat veri little etc, nt enuff slp and cant slp -_-. i dunno why. maybe i m sick. arrrr went to sch and try to apply for LOA for wgt tml but got disapproved so have to take mc tml to play. so ma fan. den went to egames to find sher and lei. =o surprisingly i jus wasnt in mood for anithing. Veri black face and maybe the stress lvl makes mi feel like being alone. Having been a lone ranger for years, kinda gotten used to it or? Well untill i went back to school to play the compy. well its was fun although it was kinda 1-sided but i got free mouse! woooooo. Tis few daes i have think alot alot and alot. Sometimes jus feel like shouting out loud and letting out stim. But then i cant do it -_-. i all of a sudden miss someone TT. whyyyyyyyyyy does the feeling comes back. whyyyy. Alot of ppl sae, get gf la. But its kinda easy to sae hard to do -_-. cant really find an ideal one hur? and this few daes, i fallen in love with this song" Ni na me ai ta" - i tink the lyrics is good. And the more i listen to it, the more things i think of and the stupid things i did. Arrrrrr tml is wgt. Hope tml will be a better dae for mi eh? Somehow i feel that the attitude of some ppl has changed towards mi. maybe is mi thinking too much or wad.dun really noe. getting some sort of imagination too much. Somthing wrong is with mi. i dunno. why mi? haiizzzzz

hi i m back sry lol

2006-07-27T02:04:00.000+08:00

wooo hi i m back.. Haven been blogging for ages ehh. keke SRY ALL STALKERS. So what haf i done past few daes =o. went out and out lol ._. . but ytd went to lei hse wif sher and dk ._. . feel kinda =o bbqish. And tis few daes, All teh accumulated stress finally kaboom. woot breakdown soon. Wad mus i do? Cant i do anithing rite? hmm haven been eating much lately @@ dunno why. but heng i didnt vomit out the food i eat -_- if nt i tio bumise or wadever dunno hw to spell den gg -_-. Recently alot of stuffs happen. I bet u all noe wads it so i dun bother to sae it =o. have been hanging out with dreamz ppl, nt bad , kinda funky. Especially glared and joey, nice to suan wooooooooooooooooooo lol. Getting mentally breakdown soon. Hope nth goes wrong @@ arrr somethings i jus tink the things i did are stupid and the stupid things i did the more i tink the more i tink i m stupid lol. CHim eh? lololol. aniway i hope things can work out somehow. No matter how good a thing is, it will eventually break down. Todae went to wgt, saw few of my sec sch class mate. i was so happy to see them again. its been ages since we met. i really miss the sec sch daes, so carefree, enjoyable, freedom, and of cos the things we done tgt. Hard to find such stuffs on poly. Sux in socialising is wad i m . So cant do much lol. Alot of ppl getting emo-ed recently dunno why lol. But then kinda straight lol. Seriously i hope i wun go into depression stage or else its gg for mi. and friends arnd mi. Thx for the concern and care. Especially Tammy and Lei. thx u. although u all did much but u did listen to mi tok rubbish lol. And Lei <3 u wooot lol. ok time to go back to reality and face the world woot

woot capl

2006-05-08T02:36:00.000+08:00

awww super tired -_- . play capl on sat and wow t1 draw 8 and t2 10 lol. Some lucks oR nt to meet each other lol. Tis meets mvp 3 teams are seeded for capl wow? lol. after capl we went to sakura at tpy to eat. Gosu food n stuffs eat till we drop lol. After tat went to merv hse n play l1 r5 -_-den slp. but too cold cant slp -_- super TIred and den got scammed by JIABAO TO GO AST WHERE WE CANT SEE ANI MATCHES! >.< . now jus wake up. play few games go slp.. weeeeeeeeeeeeee nitessssssssss

awwww boring...

2006-05-02T10:09:00.000+08:00

Hmmm tis few daes go out lan lan n lan -_-||| . Well sch started last week. and its kinda sian or fun?? hmm i oso dunno lol. Been waiting for Capl and wcg. awwwwwwwww finally tml is interpoly wcg. YES PLAY PLAY PLAY.! And Sat is CAPL. hmmm. Aniway its kinda sian to stay at home and wait for compy =(( . Tired Disappointment Frustrated blah blah blah. Hmmm and feelings are well kinda strange. i suddenly miss my Sec Sch class TT. arrrr all of them haf their own things to do. So it be hard to organise an outing >.< . Aniway i oso dunno wad shld i write now. Kinda Blur frm jus waking up. LoL. Arrrrrrrrrrrr TAMMY WHEN IS OUR BBQ!!!!!! =D~~

e2max compy @@

2006-04-16T03:04:00.000+08:00

woot first of all congrats t3 for making it to the finals. Welldone. They did pretty well too. Also susu n tim although lose in solo but still did quite well. Arrrr spend the whole afternoon at e2max watching the compy. it was fun though and saw many new unique heros lol. After tat went to egames. Play some super lag game -.-. but hwever sae dn* vs dsd . Wow dsd did pretty well. it was almost trashing. but dn* oso done veri well. Dsd coordination are veri good. thats something to be scare of. Also done a veri cb thing to a friend. Tat makes mi guilty man arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Tml avalon match t2 be playing. Will be subbing @_@ gl to them as well as myself lol.

Aniway on tammy request, I shall quote cloud words lol!
cloud: wtf the veno suddenly disappear when i penetience him. Theres something wrong wif tammy's laptop grahpics card omg.
mi: its the treant protector nature gulse la ._.

lololol cloud got pwnt wahhahahaaha

wooot the gosu REPLENISHEd MANA!

2006-04-11T16:27:00.000+08:00

woot finally replenished my mana! lol ._. 40 hrs no slp play tourny is omgwtfbbqed ._. . and yea we play the eswc tourny. And won it. =D well gj team. aniway was kinda stoned while playing the match cos no slp ._. cant be tat super on form except onli on the match vs lewis team. the others are jus flopping. but still we managed to win. Well wad can i sae. I guess others teams are gradually improving whereas our team is deproving ._. . Nida work kinda hard =o went out ytd to novena wif my sec sch buddy and nt ( SEX SCH) lalala rofl. Den haf alot of catching up to do yet so ltittle time. Time passes so fast. We are alr in yr3 alr. heh. KInda miss the old sch daes carefree. pontang. rofl . Now everything we do has a responsibility and a consequences. arrr man soooo imbal ._. k going soon to meet cloud go stupid rm help stupid gab play match wahahahhaah XD. serioiusly SLP IS GOOD!!!!

updated alr zzzzzzzzz

2006-04-08T00:55:00.000+08:00

okok updated k! Past few daes lazy to blog cos i dun tink got anithing to sae ._____. n kinda sian to kp typing lol ._. Well todae went to egames and watch the gals team play vs team simplixity or wadever it spells. Hmm their dp was good but still dunno hw did he get to farm so much ._________. lol but then sher ask mi help her play since i sitting dwn on the chair ~_~. =( i feel so guilty of their losses T_T although they sae nvm . lol but then the gals put up a good fight. i see shan improving alot ever since the first time she played lol. GAMBATEH! whereas for others, improving too. But can be better. Dun let a loss affect ur mood. GOGO an lesson learn is an experience gained. u gals learn a new strat todae too=X wahahaha . k lazy continue typing. N stop stalking mi to ask mi update k =X..

The day is coming!!!!

2006-03-31T02:02:00.000+08:00

arghh. todae stay at home again. But play my dotasg match wif CaLz. It was fun but i lost my pudge touch G_G. MIss all the hook. rofl noobified .________. help miii TT. lol. Den play 2 rnd of -AI -Ar. woot gosu stuffs. I didnt noe theres ai mode till i play todae lol. Ai = ALL INTEL HEROS onli. lol. it was fun although we lost -.-. Quite funny. And saw my team cm fed 8-18 or >18 lol dunno. too man to count and Enigma 3-20 or more lol. But then i was lolling the whole game ._____. haha. Well Finally can go out tomorrow woot??? camped at home for 1 wk le.. N sian my hp cannot call out. >__> my dad use dao 300+ zzzz n he tell mi to pay 100 first .__________. ..zzzzzzzzzzzzzz wad sian laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. o ya n regarding to that qns Tammy, i oso dunno .____. i was kinda shock to see suddenly so many appear in #kal k .______.

Eter gosu =X

2006-03-30T03:44:00.000+08:00

lol. todae same as usual, stay at home dota play match. hmm But kinda surprised seeing so many mvp ppl suddenly appear in kaldorei @_@? dunno why suddenly all come in irc .. hmmm aniway play a fagtard lag game lawl. Cloud use chen n getting pwnt cos of lag @_@. lol den ice dced. And in the end lost. Jio the team go out side bet, they peed in the pants and stop replying to the msg. lol or?? After play a 1 rnd of btanks. some hard to play ._. but kinda getting the hang of it lol. =X . Aniway, SOMETHING funny happen in the conversation of mi and eter in msn lol. He sae he was sick of leading a gamer life. Play play play machiam no life lol. SO he ask mi wad he shld do and i told him, go find a gf lol. He ask mi " any intro?". LoL and straight i told him " got my maid, u wan?" LoL. He was like nabeied lol N3way heard the avalon thingy started todae or something. well gl to all the team who joined. =) .. its 345.... time to slppppppppppppppppppppppppp ._.

hmm CLOUD SUX

2006-03-29T06:04:00.001+08:00

Well well well past few daes haf been staying home n dota all dae ._. kinda no life lol. But then i haf learn alot of new stuffs about dota oso. First Of ALL CLOUD SUX . WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE lAWl. noob cloud cloud noob noob cloud cloud noob. ooooooooooo. So basically got nth to blog about ._. ... wad can u do when ur at home ? hmmmmmmmmmmmmm But then kinda enjoy starting at home though cos. SAVE $_$ weeeee lol. k i nid slp ._. i dunno wad i m blogging G_G

zzzzzzzzz^^

2006-03-23T00:50:00.000+08:00

ooo happy dae cos i pass 1 of my sup paper todae. its veri easy and stuff. =o den went home. Play maple ._. but then lag > mi. zzzzzzz after play a few match sian liao. WANted to go egames todae but no money lol. well then maybe i will go tml =X wahahaha tink i shall go slp now ._. veri tired

OMG MISS MI EVERYONE?

2006-03-21T22:26:00.000+08:00

rofl hiiiii i m backkkk.. lol. Alot of things happen this few weeks i dun tink i can sae all ._. will need 3 daes to type all out. lol. Hmm lets see, todae was a sian dae, went to sch n get pwnt by my sup paper.. hai gonna retake the module again =( T_T. well i guess i cant blame anione but myself since i been slacking tis sem dun wan go sch dunno stay at home for wad =.=. mus be tinking wtf???? well i reap wad i sow. lol G_G. working harder next week. GAMBATE!!
Well recently alot of stuffs happen like dota tourny, ktv =X and more lol. The nus tourny was great. We have fun although we lost lol. (now we learn to appreciate gps n ant) lolX =X. But then for the skcc compy. it was a ._. tourny went 3.30 on the first dae and it start at 730 wtf? den play some lame games wif myrm score 19-20. then they camp base ._. rofl but in the end we got seeded they didnt rofl??? lame or? well Then our team did it again. thx for the effort team! =). Dunno wad to write liao zzzzzz. tml my last sup paper. hope can pass if nt k gg ._.lol . I bet Eter mus BE STALKING MY BLOG!!! lol =X

funny day and yet stress

2006-02-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

Hmm i shall start wif ytd midnite, we were playing some pte games and there were some guys who bm like siao lol. We cant even be bother cos most of us wan to slp -.-. i wonder if they are really >21 -.- .. lol K i went out at 4+ todae lol meeting tammy and ice go national library. On my way there i saw 2 clowns anihow cross the road when its like green arrow den kanna pooo. Den they were like pnting middle finger and show the kma action lol. I see them more like clowns then scolding the driver rofl. den i told mrt go bugis meet them omgosh i m late lol -.- ... I reach at arnd 5+ but well they can tmm longer wahahaha. Then we make our way to library. The library was kinda crowded with ppl so we took alot of time looking for table. and we found a multi purpose room lol. We are like can we use lol den tammy go on the lights. In the end i went to ask the librarian. she sae no. G_G pwnt lol. so we go look n finally found a space after an auntie and uncle left their sits. so we took out our stuffs and do. N omgosh some noobs bring A maths TYS when hes studying E maths lol. Den we were like all bugging tammy wif qns rofl. She was like wtf i onli started 2 sentence of my revision lol. Then we teach ice the qns till he buay tahan stressed rofl. In the end left tammy n me continuing studying while ice went and take a book " Teach your child to be well-mannered" i was like lol u nid it more =X wahhahahaa. So we continue and study and stuff till the library close. Tammy was saying " I am not leaving b4 i finish tis" lol i was like wad can u do when they off the lights -.- rofl. jokes wahhahaa. well didnt noe tammy maths was kinda gosu too. Then we went arnd bugis and saw jb saggy kero n rei coming up frm arcade @_@. lol Den we go see see look look saw 1 lame chop wahaha. Den we decided to go eat pastamania. We went to the counter then tammy ordered. I was like wtf did u jus ordered -.- pwnt? lol then i decided to eat beef bogolnese while ice order a smoke salmon sortaBIA LOL. 13.90 for some big sorta bia rofl. Den we wait for cloud and flawed to arrive and the order to come b4 we ate -.-. ice was like ekkk lol. the sortabia smoke salmon sux rofl. but it was ok la we tried ._. we all were like omgosh sortabia -.- lol. We ate till the shop wanna close and the waiter are like chasing us out alr cos tammy eat some slow = = wahaha slow fish eat slow. Then we went home. WHile cloud and shan go look for his "Gf" WAHAHAHA.. Then i took mrt home and finally reach HOME YEY. Study -.- G_G pwnT mi

Sian Dae and Moody dae

2006-02-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

arrr its 10 now n i haven even study 1/4 of it -.- omgosh wad am i doing -.-. been dotaing te whole dae n cant find the mood -.- y??? Finish sorting out the teams for nus and now this... Gosh how?? ._. somebody helpppp miiiiii TT

arrr sian day

2006-02-19T01:47:00.000+08:00

Todae is some sian dae. Stay at home and dota -.-. I said i wanna study n in the end i study dota omgosh??? arrrrrrrrr sian ar.. play a few match wif the team n i found it cmi -.- .Jus now play some pub bashing wif ice and tammy n i randomed pa O_O 19-1 score omgosh?? nt like some noob kotl wahaha. Aniway it was fun doh. Jus ended some conference call wif some noobs and finally clear our doubts on the nus e2max. Team set up liao n omgosh i cant believe i call in conference jus to like let them dedicate songs lol?? omgosh omgosh?WASTE MY HP BILL NO MANNERS! Now 155 le dunno do wad ar sian.. N I HAVEN STUDY ()#)%)#$ omgosh help mi T_T

Ms Steamboat

2006-02-18T07:13:00.000+08:00

Todae went to Ms for steamboat. Alot of ppl go like mi cloud tammy ice thomas jb sag kero shan boring eter pig deject and dr.dek or wadever lol. Well it was fun b4 tat as we went to egames n play o2jam n dota while waiting.. hmmm after tat we went to ms. So it was like all of us are scare to see 1 person lol. But then overall was fun. We cook and ate alot lol. n i realise shan belong to the "yue hei yue hao chi" grp muahahaha. So i was like pwning tammy while cooking muahhaha... den after tat floor go take prawns n all the noobs dunno how to handle lol -.-... they scare the prawn jump out rofL After tat i went to play kof2002 wif thomas.WoW he was quite good at it especially his Chio, imbal -.- some stress while playing wif him lol. After tat we over to see the rest play pool. Den we decided to go egames. But too many ppl to take cab so some decided to split and some walk. Mi shan cloud eter ice tammy walk to egames lol ._. ... the 2 hrs walk lemme tink alot of stuffs and i tink i might noe the answer liao @_@... arrrrrr... Den walk till half way cloud decided to
take cab go home.. He gonna koed n got work later so bo bian lor. But aniway we went to egames and reach there. Den boring wanna qie o2jam and woot got pwnT wahahahahaha Grade F woot 0-6 wahahahaha noob boring. keke. After tat some of them still wanna dota but then hq cant allow too many ppl so we decided to go irc. And once again we walk there O_O.. i tink imma lost digested all the steamboat after all this walk lol. We reached irc and theres no comps and omgosh believe mi. There machiam like living hell veri hot n stuff -.-. i even see ppl taking off their clothes playing there n perspiring -.- omgosh? Then after that we decided to go over outside 7-11 buy maggi mee eat lol. Den we tok alot of lame jokes and once again boring got pwnT again wahahaha 0-7! lololol . After that we wait first bus/train and all go home koed -.-... and damn i have not studied for my exam G_G liao -.-... Now is 7.30 and i finally type finish -.- lol and i guess 1 shldnt tink so much and do stuff to hurt herself/himself -.-

WoW

2006-02-16T15:05:00.000+08:00

OO this is my first time writing a blog lol. Imma kinda square ._. .. but aniway muahaha. now is jus 1/4 of the dae so seems like nth to write =X